Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Facebook

For some strange reason I am unable to log into facebook at around 10pm today. It is extremely irritating. I am able to log on to many websites. Just not Facebook..so hey settle the problem ya. Add in more servers!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

When she falls sick

Whenever E falls sick, I blame myself for not taking better care of her or why did I do certain things that might have caused her to fall sick. Like now after her viral infection, it spread to me and it manifest itself as a serious case of viral flu which has since spread to the whole family including my grandma who also fell sick because of it. And the because of that, E has is now down with a case of the common cold which caused her to cough, have a blocked nose which has been causing her problems sleeping at night in turn giving me problems sleeping at night So the cycle goes round and round. The gist of it all is that, could I have done better?

I thought about, along with many other things and its that I have done all that I can to the best of my abilities and I think that sometimes,by being too overprotective I might be making her weaker instead so having her go through all these minor illnesses but making sure that we send her to the Doc's (read KK or my Gp since I was a baby, yep my GP is still ard and he is now seeing the second generation.) As long as she recovers and does not fall into any serious sickness and is active and happy I think I have not neglect my job has her mom. But also to balance it, there is a need to rein in my little rascal's naughtiness (read, when she is sick, she gets pampered) after recovery I feel that no matter what as long as she is healthy and safe, I am a happy mom.

Having said that, do I think that it is my fault that she fell sick? I think I have to be more careful but I having read in a baby magazine about how a baby after falling sick to a certain illness they will develop a strong immunity against it I think I am doing quite fine but need to pay more attention to the finer details before bringing her to places again.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Feeling Down

I am feeling down..the whole reason being I am down.Sick that is. I am sick. And the only reason now I am able to type this is simply because I am feeling only mildly dizzy. I have been down for the past 2-3days and I am going back to the doc this evening for a review.

My gosh, I am feeling so so sick that I can barely open my eyes and my head hurts like its splitting open. Man..hate being sick.