Its been quite a while since I did put anything down. Today, something happened and my reaction of it was one of the strangest even to myself.
I just handled it so to put it simply. I think despite what kind of squemish feelings or unease some people might have thought, I think the most important aspect is the duty of care. All the kids that I care for, are just like my own. I think its important to have that mindset and say, I must learn to care for others before I can care for my own.
I must be able to to well myself before I can do well for others. But when is it good enough? When is enough for others to say I will do this too. I will be able to do this too. When everyone is different.
In reality, we all are different but how do we find the middle ground to say that HEY! lets get this going TOGETHER. Like how Baby E does it, lets put it together mummy :-)
Well, Baby E will be seeing Lion King for the 3rd time. First time on the top level, 2nd time from the dress circle, where she hi -five the 'Uncle who holds the bird' - her words not mine. This time from the stage level, will she touch the elephant or the rhino I don't know!
I am so so proud of Baby E and I hope she is proud of me too.
